I wish you were here

All the time we spent apart,

all I can say is that it broke my heart.

I used to think that I was strong,

but now I know that I was wrong.

What can I do to make you stay,

so my day's are no longer gray.

I have many mistakes and regrets in my past,

but the most I regret is never making our memories last.

Now I'm shedding my millionth tear,

because I just wish you were here.

It's all okay

I really wish you could see me now,

I never thought i would make this vow.

I just want you to know,

I never wanted to let you go.

But now I swear to you,

I'll let you start anew.

Away from my life and heart,

so we can grow apart.

But if you ever cry a single tear,

know that I'm always here.

If you feel like they'll betray

know that with me it's all okay.

When you

When you want to runaway and hide,

know that I'm always by your side.

When your sad and don't know why,

you have my shoulder if you wish to cry.

When your angry and need to talk,

you have my ears as we walk.

When you have a problem you can't stand,

I'll be there to lend a hand.

When your scared and don't know what to do,

just remember that I'm always here for you.

Freedom

Freedom is and freedom was,

I know this is true because,

Freedom is what you gain

when you free your spirit of your pain.

You lose your freedom when you do

cruelty to other and to you

It can't be won or ever bought

you gain it for all the pain that you fought.

When you get it, its in your heart

now you can have a brand new start.

Freedom did and Freedom does,

since freedom is and freedom was.

Fear

Darkness covers you and me

afraid cause I can't see

Fear consumes my every thought

brings back pain that I so hard fought

I try to speak but I can't say

so all I can do for now is pray

He comes before my sight

bringing a hope of light

I can finally tell everyone here

that god took away my fear

Silent enemy

Enemy, enemy in sight

Why is it that we fight?

Was I the one who wronged you before?

Or is it they that corrupted your core

Enemy, enemy in my sight

Tell me if I am right?

Did this happen near my door?

Or is it they that begged for more

Enemy, enemy in my sight

Was I at the store?

While you were at the war

Enemy, enemy in my sight 

cant you say anything with all your might?

Oh, I forgot that you’re gone

And that I was just your pawn

Enemy, enemy in my sight

Will I ever be alright?

Bound By Fate

Tick…tock…splash…the hands of time flowing through the river

Forever bound to the chains of madness 

As I walk in the valley of death, sand under my feet

Tears of blood will be forgotten even before they touch the sand

Coolness flows in the air, though no shadow in sight

Forever bound to be away from the light

Time when peace was not hat

But time destined us to be bound by that horrible fate

3to want what forever is lost and never found

But each night we hear that sound

Memories we had shall haunt the night

Resulting in pains we try to fight

But with this sound it’s never late

To undo the bounds by fate

Sea of Solitude

My mind and body is still as I see the shadow

Unseen tragedy flows through the grass

I cry a river of anguish for him

As he drowns in his sea of guilt

For he knew he was to blame for his sins

Until the day he finds his way

He walks towards the castle of lost innocence

And through the dessert of solitude

To arrive to the land of the unknown

To find what was forever lost in the sea

And to never be returned

In the sea of solitude he will be forever bound

As he forever wait that day to come.

Karma

You say you’re sorry but your not,

What you get is what you got.

You played with me from the start,

Resulting in my broken heart.

Love is pain and pain is love,

But now I got the answer from above.

I can finally forgive,

And truly begin to live

With the grace of god by side,

I no longer have to hide.

Alive

Looking in the mirror I see,

Someone who isn’t really me.

Every time I feel fine or great,

You’re always there to make me your bait.

You made me feel bad and alone,

You send me to a place unknown.

And now it’s time for me to survive,

Without you I can finally feel alive.

Letter to you

I’m writing this letter to you,

Because I don’t know what to do.

We’ve known each other for fat to long,

Been friends when we were young.

Now that time has passed us by,

I have this new feeling, but I don’t know why.

I’m in love with my best friend,

So this is one letter I will never send.

Untitled Poem

It’s time to say good bye, with words we’ve never spoken,

And the smile upon your beautiful face leaves my heart broken.

I’d never thought I’d be, breaking down and crying,

Now all that’s left of me are pieces that are dying.

My Latino Blood

Mi sangre Latino

Para el mundo no es muy querido

Soy Americano y Mexicano

El mundo creer que soy inhumano

Tengo amor de verdad

So no me pueden humillad

Tengo fuerza y orgullo

De mi sangre Latino puro

New Scene

New School and new scene

What does this all mean?

I never thought I’d see,

So many people like you and me.

I want to run away and hide,

Or have someone I know by my side.

This all seems so new and pristine,

This new school and new scene.

I guess I’ll use all my might,

To survive this new fight.

I wish I could find a hole and hide,

But I would lose all my pride.

I guess I’d have to be a reckless teen,

To handle a new school and new scene.

Please Listen

When I ask you to listen to me

and you start giving me advice,

you have not done what I asked you.

When I ask you to listen to me

and you begin to tell me why

I shouldn’t be feeling that way,

you trample on my feelings.

When I ask you to listen to me

and you feel you have to do something

to solve my problem,

you have failed me.
When I ask you to listen to me,
and you go about telling everyone whats my problem
or criticize me and say hurtful words
you give me wounds that never heal.

As strange as you may think it seems,

you always say you'll listen but i can never truly speak.
You want me to listen and I do but when i ask you
to listen you turn me away.

CAN'T YOU JUST SHUT UP! Please don’t talk or do anything, just hear me,

All I ask is that you please listen to me.